Color My World
Senior
Eighteen
Single
California
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Letting go,
of everything. There is no point to be angry or upset over things that don’t matter anymore. Senior year is coming to an end and I don’t want to be bitter about things anymore. I feel like a weight got lifted off my shoulders and I can finally be at peace. It feels pretty damn good to let go. I’m ready to enjoy my last few weeks in high school, man it’ll be over in a blink in a eye. Just wait and see.
It’s late.
I wish I had someone to talk to late at night, you know those pillow talks when both of you are super tired but are willing to stay up just to hear that person’s voice. You stay on the phone with them until they fall asleep. Someone that asks how your day was or talk about the most random things. Those are my favorite phone calls, the ones I looked foward too at the end of the day. Going to sleep with a smile on your face just because you talked to.that ONE person. I could be having such an awful day, but as soon as your name pops up on that screen it’s like that bad day instantly turned into a great day. I haven’t had one of those phone calls in a while and I really miss it. I missed being wanted and all lovey dovey. I want someone again, but it’s always me finding “that” person, this time I want someone to come find me. I want to do all that cliche couple stuff. I want something more than just a fling. It gets lonely sometimes, but hey I’m only eighteen so I still have hope. I have my whole life ahead of me. I just hate playing the waiting game.
